Lost....
Confused....
Disillusioned...
Where am I going?
Where have I been?
Does my heart steer me wrong?
Does the one I care for most seem to be gone?
He's here... I see him.
He's within reach, but at the same time not.
My heart aches for things to be the way they should be
I see you with others, acting like the way you've done once, to me.
It hurts to see these things, it hurts to feel in the background
Am I nothing but a shadow to you?
Is it that you see me as lesser?
Do you find the others I care for more interesting than I?
Please oh beloved creature, one I hold most high.
How do you truthfully see me?
Do you care the sa